Dlm bentangan angkasa,
tdk dpt ku baringkan tbh ini krn hatiku menangis,,
Wahai deritaku,
mengapa kau bakar air mata yg tlah mengering,
mk tampaklah rasa kesedihan munculkan duka..
aku tak tahu apa yg mjd keistimewaanya
hingga kubuat driku menangis sepanjang air mataku bisa menetes,,
jk demikian besar elegi kesedihan itu & kenangannya,
shg ratapan kesedihan itu hny t'tuju kpd mu... (*_*)
Sabtu, 25 Juli 2009
Ya Allah,,Ya Allah,,
Ya Rabb,
Berilah cahaya dlm hatiku, cahaya dlm kuburku, cahaya dlm pdengaranku, cahaya pd p'lihatanku, cahaya pd rambutku, cahaya pd kulitku, cahaya pd darahku, cahaya dihadapanku, cahaya dibelakangku, chaya dikananku, cahaya dikiriku, cahaya diatasku, cahaya dibwhku,,
Ya Rabb,
Tambahkanlah cahaya pdku, berikan pd ku cahaya, jdkanlah cahaya utkku , dan jdkanlah aku cahaya...
Berilah cahaya dlm hatiku, cahaya dlm kuburku, cahaya dlm pdengaranku, cahaya pd p'lihatanku, cahaya pd rambutku, cahaya pd kulitku, cahaya pd darahku, cahaya dihadapanku, cahaya dibelakangku, chaya dikananku, cahaya dikiriku, cahaya diatasku, cahaya dibwhku,,
Ya Rabb,
Tambahkanlah cahaya pdku, berikan pd ku cahaya, jdkanlah cahaya utkku , dan jdkanlah aku cahaya...
'Kepada hati ku'
Aku mengeluh kpd hatiku tentang malam yg panjang..
Ku b'kata ''dahulu..alangkah pendeknya mlm bgi ku''..
Kalbu ku kelelahan akan mdptkan kesedihan..
Ahh..keluhan ku mbuatku tak nyenyak tidur..
Wahai malam..
Kutangisi dunia,kala ku lihat dia meninggalkan ku..
Namun ku katakan..
''semoga akan datang satu hari dimana tdk ada jarak antara dia dan aku''
Ku b'kata ''dahulu..alangkah pendeknya mlm bgi ku''..
Kalbu ku kelelahan akan mdptkan kesedihan..
Ahh..keluhan ku mbuatku tak nyenyak tidur..
Wahai malam..
Kutangisi dunia,kala ku lihat dia meninggalkan ku..
Namun ku katakan..
''semoga akan datang satu hari dimana tdk ada jarak antara dia dan aku''
Selasa, 21 Juli 2009
''Utk Ku''
Jika dalam 10th bisa ku tahan rindunya akan bayang mu,,
Mengapa tak dpt ku b'tahan hny dgn 1bln mengenal mu...
Waktu tak inginkan aku lama memandang mu krn hidup mu dan hidup ku dlm putaran Nya,
Meski ku pendam amarah krn tak ku dpt kan apa yg ku inginkan..
Namun ku yakinkan hati bahwa takdirNya adil atas diri ku...
@Glany's hospital
Mengapa tak dpt ku b'tahan hny dgn 1bln mengenal mu...
Waktu tak inginkan aku lama memandang mu krn hidup mu dan hidup ku dlm putaran Nya,
Meski ku pendam amarah krn tak ku dpt kan apa yg ku inginkan..
Namun ku yakinkan hati bahwa takdirNya adil atas diri ku...
@Glany's hospital
''Dalam diam ku''
Tak bmaksud tuk sombongkan kekuatan ku krn itu adl selendang Mu,
Tak bniat tuk ku m'agungkannya krn itu kebesaran Mu
Dan tak t'lintas tuk ku memilikinya krn kepunyaan Mu lah smua jagad semesta.. Namun cukuplah ku mengaguminya krn ku mencintai Mu..
Demi selendang,,keagungan,,dan kepemilikan Mu..
Ku nyatakan ku m'cintainya bkn utk nafsu ku tp utk Ridha Mu, Ya Rahman...
@Glany's hospital
Tak bniat tuk ku m'agungkannya krn itu kebesaran Mu
Dan tak t'lintas tuk ku memilikinya krn kepunyaan Mu lah smua jagad semesta.. Namun cukuplah ku mengaguminya krn ku mencintai Mu..
Demi selendang,,keagungan,,dan kepemilikan Mu..
Ku nyatakan ku m'cintainya bkn utk nafsu ku tp utk Ridha Mu, Ya Rahman...
@Glany's hospital
Nikmat yg terlupakan
Ketika langkah berat tuk dilayangkan,
Ketika hanya darah yg mengalir tiada henti tanpa sebab,
Ketika tubuh tak mampu berdiri m'ikuti gravitasi,
Ketika hny diam yg dpt dilakukan,
T'sadarlah jiwa kosong ini akan nikmat yg tlah t'abaikan..
Betapa sibuknya ku keluhkn kesah ini pdMu,namun jarang ku syukuri indahny sehat yg Kau beri
Air mata pasrah & ikhlas ku menerima teguran Mu ats smua keluh ku..
..t'sadar ku.. Bgmn aku bs m'syukuri nikmat besar Mu,bila yg kecil saja tak mampu ku syukuri
@Glany's hospital..
Ketika hanya darah yg mengalir tiada henti tanpa sebab,
Ketika tubuh tak mampu berdiri m'ikuti gravitasi,
Ketika hny diam yg dpt dilakukan,
T'sadarlah jiwa kosong ini akan nikmat yg tlah t'abaikan..
Betapa sibuknya ku keluhkn kesah ini pdMu,namun jarang ku syukuri indahny sehat yg Kau beri
Air mata pasrah & ikhlas ku menerima teguran Mu ats smua keluh ku..
..t'sadar ku.. Bgmn aku bs m'syukuri nikmat besar Mu,bila yg kecil saja tak mampu ku syukuri
@Glany's hospital..
''Mundur''
Aku sembunyi dr zaman dibawah byangan sayapnya,kedua mataku melihatnya tp dia tdk melihatku.. Jk kau tanyakan pd hari2 ttg driku, dia tdk tau dimana tempatku,dan kau jg tdk tau dimana tempatku..
Hubungan kta abadi bsama guliran hari2,,p'pisahan kta hnylah hujan dimusim kemarau..
Hujan telah mbuatku menangis krn kilat telah mengoyak hatiku ketika angin mu bhembus perlahan menjauhi hatiku,
Sungguh,jk kepedihan ku mjd tebusan bahagiamu maka ku jdkan driku sbg pengantar bhagiamu..
(Art's of me)
Hubungan kta abadi bsama guliran hari2,,p'pisahan kta hnylah hujan dimusim kemarau..
Hujan telah mbuatku menangis krn kilat telah mengoyak hatiku ketika angin mu bhembus perlahan menjauhi hatiku,
Sungguh,jk kepedihan ku mjd tebusan bahagiamu maka ku jdkan driku sbg pengantar bhagiamu..
(Art's of me)
'' Penat ku ''
Ya Allah..
Kepada Mu ku adukan lemahnya kekuatanku, kekurangan pribadiku dan ketidakberdayaan ku menghadapi cobaan Mu..
Wahai Dzat Yg Maha Pengasih diantara pengasih..Rabb orang2 yg lemah..Engkau Rabb ku.. Kpd siapa hendak Kau serahkan driku? Kpd saudaraku yg mengacuhkan ku? Atw kpd musuh yg m'benciku? Jk Engkau tdk marah pdku,mk aku tdk peduli apapun sikap org kpdku. Hny saja ampunan Mu lbh luas bg driku..milik Mu lah keridhaan hingga Kamu ridha...shg mjd baik urusan dunia dan akhirat dgn Ridha Mu.. Amin
Kepada Mu ku adukan lemahnya kekuatanku, kekurangan pribadiku dan ketidakberdayaan ku menghadapi cobaan Mu..
Wahai Dzat Yg Maha Pengasih diantara pengasih..Rabb orang2 yg lemah..Engkau Rabb ku.. Kpd siapa hendak Kau serahkan driku? Kpd saudaraku yg mengacuhkan ku? Atw kpd musuh yg m'benciku? Jk Engkau tdk marah pdku,mk aku tdk peduli apapun sikap org kpdku. Hny saja ampunan Mu lbh luas bg driku..milik Mu lah keridhaan hingga Kamu ridha...shg mjd baik urusan dunia dan akhirat dgn Ridha Mu.. Amin
''no tittle"
what is the mean to be..???
sorrow around me,,
why must remember..
why must remember..
why must remember..
why not take heart to keep forgotten...????
ever and always...
no one can promise a dream come true
no one can promisea dream of you
time gave me sadness and dreams to you...
sorrow around me,,
why must remember..
why must remember..
why must remember..
why not take heart to keep forgotten...????
ever and always...
no one can promise a dream come true
no one can promisea dream of you
time gave me sadness and dreams to you...
"once"
once,, as my heart remembers
all the life start were falling ember
once,, when night seem forever
may be.. i was with you
once,, in the care of morning
in the dreams was all belonging
once,, when the day was dawning..
may be... i was with you..
how far we are from morning
how far we are
and the stars shining through the darkness,
falling in the air..
once,, as the night was leaving
into us our dreams were weaving
once,, all the dreams were worth keeping
may be.. i was with you
once,, when our heart were singing,,
may be... i was with you....
all the life start were falling ember
once,, when night seem forever
may be.. i was with you
once,, in the care of morning
in the dreams was all belonging
once,, when the day was dawning..
may be... i was with you..
how far we are from morning
how far we are
and the stars shining through the darkness,
falling in the air..
once,, as the night was leaving
into us our dreams were weaving
once,, all the dreams were worth keeping
may be.. i was with you
once,, when our heart were singing,,
may be... i was with you....
"jangan mara,jangan mara,jangan mara"
katakan pada mata yg sakit
serta jiwa yg membara
bahwa..
matahari pny byk mata yg melihatnya dgn benar pd saat tenggelam dan terbit
Biarkanlah ,,,
setiap mata yg Allah gelapkan sinarnya
tetap dengan pandangannya ; tidak melihat dan tidak sadar....
serta jiwa yg membara
bahwa..
matahari pny byk mata yg melihatnya dgn benar pd saat tenggelam dan terbit
Biarkanlah ,,,
setiap mata yg Allah gelapkan sinarnya
tetap dengan pandangannya ; tidak melihat dan tidak sadar....
"marah"
Zaman telah menghujani ku dgn bencana
hingga hati ku tertutup dgn anak panah ,,
maka setiap kali aku terkena anak panah
hancurlah pedang demi pedang..
Hiduplah aku,,
dan aku tidak lg peduli dgn semua musibah
sebab aku tidak mengambil apapun dari minat ku...
hingga hati ku tertutup dgn anak panah ,,
maka setiap kali aku terkena anak panah
hancurlah pedang demi pedang..
Hiduplah aku,,
dan aku tidak lg peduli dgn semua musibah
sebab aku tidak mengambil apapun dari minat ku...
"ku"
kegundahan tak akan penuhi relung hati ku sebelum ia jadi kenyataan,,
dan kalaupun benar terjadi ,,
aku takkan merasa gelisah sedikit pun...
karena,..
aku berkata pada kalbu ku saat didera rasa takut dan gelisah...
" bergembiralah...sebab kebanyakan hal yg ku takuti adalah dusta"
dan kalaupun benar terjadi ,,
aku takkan merasa gelisah sedikit pun...
karena,..
aku berkata pada kalbu ku saat didera rasa takut dan gelisah...
" bergembiralah...sebab kebanyakan hal yg ku takuti adalah dusta"
"sewajarnykah..????"
cintailah orang yang kau cintai sewajarnya,,
karena siapa tau ia akan mjd musuh mu dilain waktu,,
dan.....
bencilah musuh mu itu sewajarnya,,
karena siapa tau dia mjd sahabat mu di lain waktu..
karena siapa tau ia akan mjd musuh mu dilain waktu,,
dan.....
bencilah musuh mu itu sewajarnya,,
karena siapa tau dia mjd sahabat mu di lain waktu..
"no tittle"
...So,,the world goes round and round
with all you ever knew,
they say the sky high above
...if every man says all he can,
if every man true,
do i believe the sky above..??
...if all you told was turned to your heartbeat,
if all you dreamed was true
imagine happyness around me up...
with all you ever knew,
they say the sky high above
...if every man says all he can,
if every man true,
do i believe the sky above..??
...if all you told was turned to your heartbeat,
if all you dreamed was true
imagine happyness around me up...
"Stars"
from darkness i understand the night,,,
dreams flow,, a star shine
oh,,, i desire evenstar
look..!! a star rises out of the darkness..
like the song of the star enchants my heart....
oh,,, i desire.....
dreams flow,, a star shine
oh,,, i desire evenstar
look..!! a star rises out of the darkness..
like the song of the star enchants my heart....
oh,,, i desire.....
"Falling"
how i remember sleepless nights
when we hve shared together by the candlelight
a million warry falling down
like a million stars the touch the ground
so many secret to be found
may be im falling down
.........................
may be i won't make a sound
in the darkness all around
the silence of a night
bring memories i hold inside
rembering.. something have missing in my vision
tell me..should i found that i'm looking for.......
becoz i hve falling down..
when we hve shared together by the candlelight
a million warry falling down
like a million stars the touch the ground
so many secret to be found
may be im falling down
.........................
may be i won't make a sound
in the darkness all around
the silence of a night
bring memories i hold inside
rembering.. something have missing in my vision
tell me..should i found that i'm looking for.......
becoz i hve falling down..
"Hope"
one look at love and you may see its weaves a web over mystery,,
all ravelled threads can rend a part,
for hope has a place in the lover's heart
whispering world,
a sigh of sighs,,
one breath, one word
may end or may start
i may dream but,,
if such a love is meant to be...
hope is home,,and the heart is..free
all ravelled threads can rend a part,
for hope has a place in the lover's heart
whispering world,
a sigh of sighs,,
one breath, one word
may end or may start
i may dream but,,
if such a love is meant to be...
hope is home,,and the heart is..free
"........."
dawn breaks...there is blue in the sky
your face before me though i dont know why..?
you're dissapearing like tears from the moon..
waiting here,,
and from the world ,,say..i am the one
you not here,, i can't see your light..
so i can't follow the light..
you...,,
you may take my life away, so far away..
now i must leave your shadow in the light..
i want to back tomorrow yesterday........
your face before me though i dont know why..?
you're dissapearing like tears from the moon..
waiting here,,
and from the world ,,say..i am the one
you not here,, i can't see your light..
so i can't follow the light..
you...,,
you may take my life away, so far away..
now i must leave your shadow in the light..
i want to back tomorrow yesterday........
.......
out of morning and into midnight,
throught the sunrise and under moonlight...
everything comes from day
comes into the heart to stay,
love is in your name each day,
in the moment you come to me,,
in the moment i see you only,
everything that comes from night,,
comes within your shining light,,
but nothing more hope from this night..
throught the sunrise and under moonlight...
everything comes from day
comes into the heart to stay,
love is in your name each day,
in the moment you come to me,,
in the moment i see you only,
everything that comes from night,,
comes within your shining light,,
but nothing more hope from this night..
..."you're still.."
through of the darkness and
i can feel your heart in mine..
but your face i dont hve memorized,
i was idolize just you..
i look up to everything you are
i have love you for so long
and after all, never was i said it..
you walk past me
i can feel your pain
time change everything,,,
but...
one truth always stays the same ...
"....you're still you...."
i believe in you
although you never asked me to
i will remember you,,
and what life put you through
and in the lonely world
i found one love...
"....you're still you..after all..you're still you...."
i can feel your heart in mine..
but your face i dont hve memorized,
i was idolize just you..
i look up to everything you are
i have love you for so long
and after all, never was i said it..
you walk past me
i can feel your pain
time change everything,,,
but...
one truth always stays the same ...
"....you're still you...."
i believe in you
although you never asked me to
i will remember you,,
and what life put you through
and in the lonely world
i found one love...
"....you're still you..after all..you're still you...."
???
Seekor merpati datang kpd mu menanggung rindu,
melapor kpd mu dgn hati pilu...
malam telah menyeru sang fajar utk terbit,
tampaklah kesedihan munculkan rasa duka..
jiwaku yg punya sesuatu akan pergi,
mengapa aku hrs menangisi sesuatu yg hrs pergi...
harapan bohong itu akan berlalu meninggalkan prasangkanya.......
melapor kpd mu dgn hati pilu...
malam telah menyeru sang fajar utk terbit,
tampaklah kesedihan munculkan rasa duka..
jiwaku yg punya sesuatu akan pergi,
mengapa aku hrs menangisi sesuatu yg hrs pergi...
harapan bohong itu akan berlalu meninggalkan prasangkanya.......
"Munajat Ku"
ya Rabb...
sesungguhnya aku benar-benar hamba Mu,
anak dari hamba Mu,
anak dari makhluk ciptaan Mu,
segala ketentuan Mu telah berlaku bagiku,
ketetapan mu adil atas diriku
ya Rabb,
jadikanlah Al Qur'an sebagai pelipur hatiku,
cahaya didada ku, pengusir kesedihan dan kedukaan ku...
Amin Ya Rabb...
sesungguhnya aku benar-benar hamba Mu,
anak dari hamba Mu,
anak dari makhluk ciptaan Mu,
segala ketentuan Mu telah berlaku bagiku,
ketetapan mu adil atas diriku
ya Rabb,
jadikanlah Al Qur'an sebagai pelipur hatiku,
cahaya didada ku, pengusir kesedihan dan kedukaan ku...
Amin Ya Rabb...
"The Spirit Of You"
when tears are in your eyes..
it's time to look inside,
your heart can find another way
believe in what i say...
don't throw this time away
tomorrow will be your day...
so let the shadow go
and drift away like dust
tomorrow will be your day..
so dream until the night,
become the morning light...
just believe in.... tomorrow will be yours.......
it's time to look inside,
your heart can find another way
believe in what i say...
don't throw this time away
tomorrow will be your day...
so let the shadow go
and drift away like dust
tomorrow will be your day..
so dream until the night,
become the morning light...
just believe in.... tomorrow will be yours.......
"Where Is"
I walk to the past of the moments but
everywhere i turn to begins a new beginning but
never finds a finish
I walk to the present and there i find another
it all seems so surprising
and than i find that i know...
you go there,,you're gone forever
i go there ,, i'll lost my way
we stay here,,we're not together
where is...
the moon keep on moving
the wave still keep on waving
and i still keep on going
but all i hear are low sounds as pillow words are waving
and willow waves are leaving....
should i be believing,,
that i only dreaming....
i took the turn and turned to begin a new beginning
still looking for the answer...i cannot find the finish
it's either this or that way
it's one way or the other
it should be one direction
it could be one reflection
the turn i have just taken
the turn that i was making
............................
surely,,,
i might be just beginning
but,
i might be near the end....
everywhere i turn to begins a new beginning but
never finds a finish
I walk to the present and there i find another
it all seems so surprising
and than i find that i know...
you go there,,you're gone forever
i go there ,, i'll lost my way
we stay here,,we're not together
where is...
the moon keep on moving
the wave still keep on waving
and i still keep on going
but all i hear are low sounds as pillow words are waving
and willow waves are leaving....
should i be believing,,
that i only dreaming....
i took the turn and turned to begin a new beginning
still looking for the answer...i cannot find the finish
it's either this or that way
it's one way or the other
it should be one direction
it could be one reflection
the turn i have just taken
the turn that i was making
............................
surely,,,
i might be just beginning
but,
i might be near the end....
" Gone "
it's only now when words are said that break my heart in two,
i wonder how you can endure all i've said, all i say to you
how strong, how brave, how true of you and the hurt i gave...
i know it tears your heart in two..
all i've said, all i say to you..
after all the words are said ,
after all the dreams we made,,
every one a precious one,,
a moment lost, forever gone, can never be again,
so know how much it means to me
all you sad
all you gave
all your love to me....
i wonder how you can endure all i've said, all i say to you
how strong, how brave, how true of you and the hurt i gave...
i know it tears your heart in two..
all i've said, all i say to you..
after all the words are said ,
after all the dreams we made,,
every one a precious one,,
a moment lost, forever gone, can never be again,
so know how much it means to me
all you sad
all you gave
all your love to me....
"Who The Prince"
Deep in my dreams, i saw u close by my side..
and the words u said to me,
made me real down deep inside...
haha...my hand in ur hand,,so warm and so lovingly,
leaving all my dreams behind,
wonder who my prince will be..?
hmmm..what is this wonder that love can make u feel..?
am i deep now in slumber, or is my prince real..?
now,,my dream is standing close by my side..
saying words i wishto hear..andim reeling deep inside
and morning has come,,my dreams are left far behind
as i walk through steets,, i know now what i shall find..
This smile on my face,
will carry a love i have known..
like a fairytale come true,,
oh.. what joy this love has shown....
and the words u said to me,
made me real down deep inside...
haha...my hand in ur hand,,so warm and so lovingly,
leaving all my dreams behind,
wonder who my prince will be..?
hmmm..what is this wonder that love can make u feel..?
am i deep now in slumber, or is my prince real..?
now,,my dream is standing close by my side..
saying words i wishto hear..andim reeling deep inside
and morning has come,,my dreams are left far behind
as i walk through steets,, i know now what i shall find..
This smile on my face,
will carry a love i have known..
like a fairytale come true,,
oh.. what joy this love has shown....
"Dreams"
you're everything my dreams have seen but , what a dream..?
i'm walking where my dreams have been but , what a dream..?
can i believe these spells i feel..?..
i'm warry now..can i believe, or is this real..?
i'm warry now..just like some new-born creature,i..
what are dreams..?
like a child need of love and care.. tell me what..
tell me what are dreams..?
can i believe these spells i feel..i'm warry now ^_^
i'm walking where my dreams have been but , what a dream..?
can i believe these spells i feel..?..
i'm warry now..can i believe, or is this real..?
i'm warry now..just like some new-born creature,i..
what are dreams..?
like a child need of love and care.. tell me what..
tell me what are dreams..?
can i believe these spells i feel..i'm warry now ^_^
"Note Of Days"
one day, one night, one moment,
my dreams could be tomorrow
one step, one fall, one falter
east or west..?
over earth or by ocean..?
one way to be my journey,
this way could be my note of days...!
no day, no night, no moment,
can hold me back trying
one step, one one fall, one falter
i'll find my day may be..far and away..
one day, one night, one moment,
with a dream to be leaving
one step, one fall, one falter
find a new world across a wide ocean,
this way became my journey,
this day brings together..far and away.....and it will be my note of days.. (",)
my dreams could be tomorrow
one step, one fall, one falter
east or west..?
over earth or by ocean..?
one way to be my journey,
this way could be my note of days...!
no day, no night, no moment,
can hold me back trying
one step, one one fall, one falter
i'll find my day may be..far and away..
one day, one night, one moment,
with a dream to be leaving
one step, one fall, one falter
find a new world across a wide ocean,
this way became my journey,
this day brings together..far and away.....and it will be my note of days.. (",)
ADIOS,,WHY,,ADIOS..??
Here am i , yet another goodbye..!
he say adios..
and do u know why she won't break down and cry..???...
she say adios,,goodbye..
one by one my leave on
one by one my tales are told
its no lie,
she is yearning to fly,
she say adios..
and u know why he's a reason to sigh..??
..she say adios,,goodbye..
My oh my..!
she was aiming to high,
..he say adios ,, goodbye..
and u know why theres no moon in her sky..?
..he say adios,,goodbye
No goodbye for love brightens their eyes
don't say adios..
and do u know why theres a love that wont die??
don't say adios,,goodbye.... *_*
he say adios..
and do u know why she won't break down and cry..???...
she say adios,,goodbye..
one by one my leave on
one by one my tales are told
its no lie,
she is yearning to fly,
she say adios..
and u know why he's a reason to sigh..??
..she say adios,,goodbye..
My oh my..!
she was aiming to high,
..he say adios ,, goodbye..
and u know why theres no moon in her sky..?
..he say adios,,goodbye
No goodbye for love brightens their eyes
don't say adios..
and do u know why theres a love that wont die??
don't say adios,,goodbye.... *_*
Curhat
Ya Rabb...
gantikanlah kepedihan ini dgn kesenangan
jadikan kesedihan itu awal kebahagiaan, dan sirnakan rasa takut ini mjd rasa tentram
Ya habbi..
anugerahkan mata yg tidak dapat terpejam ini rasa kantuk dari Mu yg menentramkan.
Tuangkan dalam jiwa yg bergejolak ini kedamaian... dan ganjarlah dgn kemenangan yg nyata..
ya Rabb..
tunjukkanlah pandangan yg kebingungan ini kpd cahaya Mu,,
jadikan aku rela dengan ketetapan Mu hingga aku tau bahwa apa yg mjd bagian ku pst akan datang padaku
dan yg bukan bagianku tdk akan pernah menimpaku..
Aku berlindung kpd Mu dari setiap rasa takut yg mendera,,
hny kpd Mu Aku bersandar,,hny kpd Mu aku memohon...
dan hanya kpd Mu lah semua pertolongan.....
gantikanlah kepedihan ini dgn kesenangan
jadikan kesedihan itu awal kebahagiaan, dan sirnakan rasa takut ini mjd rasa tentram
Ya habbi..
anugerahkan mata yg tidak dapat terpejam ini rasa kantuk dari Mu yg menentramkan.
Tuangkan dalam jiwa yg bergejolak ini kedamaian... dan ganjarlah dgn kemenangan yg nyata..
ya Rabb..
tunjukkanlah pandangan yg kebingungan ini kpd cahaya Mu,,
jadikan aku rela dengan ketetapan Mu hingga aku tau bahwa apa yg mjd bagian ku pst akan datang padaku
dan yg bukan bagianku tdk akan pernah menimpaku..
Aku berlindung kpd Mu dari setiap rasa takut yg mendera,,
hny kpd Mu Aku bersandar,,hny kpd Mu aku memohon...
dan hanya kpd Mu lah semua pertolongan.....
"......."
Biarkanlah hari-hari melakukan apa yang dia mau,
dan relakan jiwa mu jika takdir telah ditetapkan.
jika takdir itu telah turun..
tak ada yg sanggup mencegahnya,,,tidak juga bumi dan langit..
Berapa kali sesuatu yg ku benci datang mengunjungi ku..
namun ku rendah kan emosi ku, karena aku tidak mengatakan apapun..dan
ku tunjukan ketabahan ku kepadaNya..
Tahun2 berlalu bersama kebahagiaan dan kesenangan,
karena terlalu singkatnya tahun2 itu seperti hitungan hari.
kemudian datang hari2 susah ..
seakan2 hari2 itu adalah tahun2 yg lama karena panjangnya..
kemudian masa2 itu lenyap bersama dgn manusia...
masa-masa itu dan manusia-manusia itu tak ubahnya mimpi......
dan relakan jiwa mu jika takdir telah ditetapkan.
jika takdir itu telah turun..
tak ada yg sanggup mencegahnya,,,tidak juga bumi dan langit..
Berapa kali sesuatu yg ku benci datang mengunjungi ku..
namun ku rendah kan emosi ku, karena aku tidak mengatakan apapun..dan
ku tunjukan ketabahan ku kepadaNya..
Tahun2 berlalu bersama kebahagiaan dan kesenangan,
karena terlalu singkatnya tahun2 itu seperti hitungan hari.
kemudian datang hari2 susah ..
seakan2 hari2 itu adalah tahun2 yg lama karena panjangnya..
kemudian masa2 itu lenyap bersama dgn manusia...
masa-masa itu dan manusia-manusia itu tak ubahnya mimpi......
Siapa?, apa?,mengapa?, dan dimana?
Zaman akan risau setelah pejaman mata dengan sebuah bekas,
tapi mengapa harus bingung hanya untuk sebuah bayangan dan gambar...?
perhatikan keadaanku dan keadaanmu sesekali tanpa pretensi,tak akan nampak bedanya..
kita ibarat dua sahabat yang menyesal karena berjumpa sebentar,
hingga dikatakan tak mungkin akan pernah berpisah...
namun tatkala berpisah..
serasa berpisah dengan seorang sahabat yang sudah lama bersama seperti tak pernah kita berbincang walau semalam....
mengapa masih bertanya,,siapa kah sahabat atau orang yg baru ku kenal...??
ku larang diriku untuk bertanya,,siapa?,apa?,mengapa?,dan dimana?
tapi mengapa harus bingung hanya untuk sebuah bayangan dan gambar...?
perhatikan keadaanku dan keadaanmu sesekali tanpa pretensi,tak akan nampak bedanya..
kita ibarat dua sahabat yang menyesal karena berjumpa sebentar,
hingga dikatakan tak mungkin akan pernah berpisah...
namun tatkala berpisah..
serasa berpisah dengan seorang sahabat yang sudah lama bersama seperti tak pernah kita berbincang walau semalam....
mengapa masih bertanya,,siapa kah sahabat atau orang yg baru ku kenal...??
ku larang diriku untuk bertanya,,siapa?,apa?,mengapa?,dan dimana?
Keluh ku Pd Mu
Ya Rabb,
Kpd Mu kuadukan lemahnya kekuatan dan ketidakberdayaanku menghadapi manusia,
Ya Rahman..
Engkau Rabb org2 yg lemah,
Kepada siapa hendak Kau serahkan diriku??
Kpd saudaraku yg bermuka masam pdku? Atau kpd musuh yg m'benciku??
Jika Engkau tdk marah kpdku,maka aku tdk peduli apapun sikap org kpdku
Bkn harta,bkn dunia,bkn pula kedudukan,,
Hanya saja ampunan Mu lebih luas bagi diriku..
Aku b'lindung dgn cahaya Mu yg menyinari kegelapan dr kemarahanMu kpdku atau tdk terima Mu atas diriku..
Amin y Rabb..
Kpd Mu kuadukan lemahnya kekuatan dan ketidakberdayaanku menghadapi manusia,
Ya Rahman..
Engkau Rabb org2 yg lemah,
Kepada siapa hendak Kau serahkan diriku??
Kpd saudaraku yg bermuka masam pdku? Atau kpd musuh yg m'benciku??
Jika Engkau tdk marah kpdku,maka aku tdk peduli apapun sikap org kpdku
Bkn harta,bkn dunia,bkn pula kedudukan,,
Hanya saja ampunan Mu lebih luas bagi diriku..
Aku b'lindung dgn cahaya Mu yg menyinari kegelapan dr kemarahanMu kpdku atau tdk terima Mu atas diriku..
Amin y Rabb..
Penat ku
Dadaku menjadi sesak karena sebuah peristiwa,
Namun mungkin saja kesusahan itu akan mjd kebaikan.
Banyak hari yg diawali dgn kesuntukan,
Dan pada akhirnya mjd keindahan dan ketentraman.
Tak pernah aku merasa sempit karena kesuntukan kecuali akan datang sendiri jalan keluar untuk ku...
Namun mungkin saja kesusahan itu akan mjd kebaikan.
Banyak hari yg diawali dgn kesuntukan,
Dan pada akhirnya mjd keindahan dan ketentraman.
Tak pernah aku merasa sempit karena kesuntukan kecuali akan datang sendiri jalan keluar untuk ku...
Semua Pasti Berganti
Banyak mata yg tetap melek dan banyak pula yang tidur dalam masalah yg mungkin tjd
atau tidak akan terjadi,
Tinggalkanlah kesedihan sedapat yg engkau lakukan sebab..
jika engkau terus bersedih engkau akan berubah mjd gila..
Sesungguhnya Tuhan yg telah mencukupimu sebelumnya..
Diajg akan mencukupimu besok dan hari-hari mendatang,,
Biarlah takdir tidur dgn tali kekangnya
dan janganlah engkau tidur kecuali dengan hati yang bersih
Tak ada di antara kedipan mata dan meleknya,,kecuali Allah yg akan
mengubah dari kondisi ke kondisi lainnya.. ^_^
atau tidak akan terjadi,
Tinggalkanlah kesedihan sedapat yg engkau lakukan sebab..
jika engkau terus bersedih engkau akan berubah mjd gila..
Sesungguhnya Tuhan yg telah mencukupimu sebelumnya..
Diajg akan mencukupimu besok dan hari-hari mendatang,,
Biarlah takdir tidur dgn tali kekangnya
dan janganlah engkau tidur kecuali dengan hati yang bersih
Tak ada di antara kedipan mata dan meleknya,,kecuali Allah yg akan
mengubah dari kondisi ke kondisi lainnya.. ^_^
Dengarkan Aku
Betapa banyak kau mengeluh dan berkata.."tak punya apa-apa"..
padahal bumi, langit, dan bintang adalah milikmu..burung yg bernyanyi riang,,,
Air disekitarmu memancar berdecak ,
dan matahari yg diatas kepala mu memandang geram penuh amarah..
Cahaya di kaki dan puncak bukit membangun tanah lapang yg rata di bukit dan sebentar lg rusak...
Dunia ceria kpd mu,,lalu mengapa kau cemberut..??
dan dia tersenyum kenapa kau tidak tersenyum..??
jika kau sedih dgn kemulian yg telah lalu,
tak kan lagi penyesalan mengembalikannya,
Atau kau murung karena ada musibah,tp tak mungkin kau mencegah datangnya musibah.
Jika telah kau lewati masa mudamu jng kau katakan ..."zaman telah tua"..sebab zaman tak pernah tua..
Lihatlah masih ada gambar-gambar yg mengintip di balik embun yg seakan bicara karena indahnya..... ^_^
padahal bumi, langit, dan bintang adalah milikmu..burung yg bernyanyi riang,,,
Air disekitarmu memancar berdecak ,
dan matahari yg diatas kepala mu memandang geram penuh amarah..
Cahaya di kaki dan puncak bukit membangun tanah lapang yg rata di bukit dan sebentar lg rusak...
Dunia ceria kpd mu,,lalu mengapa kau cemberut..??
dan dia tersenyum kenapa kau tidak tersenyum..??
jika kau sedih dgn kemulian yg telah lalu,
tak kan lagi penyesalan mengembalikannya,
Atau kau murung karena ada musibah,tp tak mungkin kau mencegah datangnya musibah.
Jika telah kau lewati masa mudamu jng kau katakan ..."zaman telah tua"..sebab zaman tak pernah tua..
Lihatlah masih ada gambar-gambar yg mengintip di balik embun yg seakan bicara karena indahnya..... ^_^
Senin, 20 Juli 2009
"kosong"
Kamu seperti hantu
Terus menghantuiku
Ke mana pun tubuhku pergi
Kau terus membayangi aku
Salahku biarkan kamu
Bermain dengan hatiku
Aku tak bisa memusnahkan
Kau dari pikiranku ini
Di dalam keramaian aku masih merasa sepi
Sendiri memikirkan kamu
Kau genggam hatiku
Dan kau tuliskan namamu
Kau tulis namamu
Tubuhku ada di sini
Tetapi tidak jiwaku
Kosong yang hanya kurasakan
Kau telah tinggal di hatiku
(just to remember)
Terus menghantuiku
Ke mana pun tubuhku pergi
Kau terus membayangi aku
Salahku biarkan kamu
Bermain dengan hatiku
Aku tak bisa memusnahkan
Kau dari pikiranku ini
Di dalam keramaian aku masih merasa sepi
Sendiri memikirkan kamu
Kau genggam hatiku
Dan kau tuliskan namamu
Kau tulis namamu
Tubuhku ada di sini
Tetapi tidak jiwaku
Kosong yang hanya kurasakan
Kau telah tinggal di hatiku
(just to remember)
Jumat, 17 Juli 2009
"Dreaming"
may it just a dream,
memories we share together
i will keep them close to me
never let them go
in a dream,
once you filled my hand with roses
then you gave your heart to me
when a kiss followed this,
love was mean to be...
times goes by
and the rain is drifting
slowly in the sky,,cold,,cold night
as you lie beside me
i can hear your heartbeat
i have lost yourself in dreaming
you have lost myself in you,,
now we lie beneath the sky, stars, and midnight blue
memories we share together
i will keep them close to me
never let them go
in a dream,
once you filled my hand with roses
then you gave your heart to me
when a kiss followed this,
love was mean to be...
times goes by
and the rain is drifting
slowly in the sky,,cold,,cold night
as you lie beside me
i can hear your heartbeat
i have lost yourself in dreaming
you have lost myself in you,,
now we lie beneath the sky, stars, and midnight blue
Rabu, 15 Juli 2009
...............
borrowed me to heaven...
you,,you,you....
who are you,,
like shadow in the darkness,
how i can find you,,,
i'm looking for stars in the sky,,
its so hard, but its to easy to feel you very near me..
you keep in my heart,
but how i can tell you,
how i can show you,
how i can share to you,
how i can give you,
only a dream,, my dreaming,,
yes,, just my dreams you're by my side,,,,
you,,you,you....
who are you,,
like shadow in the darkness,
how i can find you,,,
i'm looking for stars in the sky,,
its so hard, but its to easy to feel you very near me..
you keep in my heart,
but how i can tell you,
how i can show you,
how i can share to you,
how i can give you,
only a dream,, my dreaming,,
yes,, just my dreams you're by my side,,,,
Senin, 13 Juli 2009
"...Do You know..."
do you know..
when you give your love away it open your,
everything is new..
and you know time will always find away to let your heart believe it's true
do you know..
love is everything you say
as a wishper, a word, promise you give
you feel it in the heartbeat of the day
but you know..
this is the way love is
do you know..
love may sometime make you cries
when you give your love away it open your,
everything is new..
and you know time will always find away to let your heart believe it's true
do you know..
love is everything you say
as a wishper, a word, promise you give
you feel it in the heartbeat of the day
but you know..
this is the way love is
do you know..
love may sometime make you cries
Minggu, 12 Juli 2009
If I Could be
where are u this moment..?
only in my dream,
you're missing but you're always a heartbeat for me..
i dont know where u are,,
i keep watching,, i keep hoping,
but time keep us a part...
is there a way i can find you..?
is there a sign i should know..?
is there a road i could follow to bring u back home..?
moonlight lies before me,
now you so far away...
in the darkness of my dreaming the light of u will stay
if i could be close beside you
if i could be where you are
if i could reach out and touch you and bring u back home...
only in my dream,
you're missing but you're always a heartbeat for me..
i dont know where u are,,
i keep watching,, i keep hoping,
but time keep us a part...
is there a way i can find you..?
is there a sign i should know..?
is there a road i could follow to bring u back home..?
moonlight lies before me,
now you so far away...
in the darkness of my dreaming the light of u will stay
if i could be close beside you
if i could be where you are
if i could reach out and touch you and bring u back home...
In The Evening
when the evening falls and the daylight is fading
from within me calls... " could it be i am sleeping? "
for a moment i stay, than it holds me completely...
close to home..... huh,, i cannot say
close to home..... hmmm,,feeling so far away
as i walk there before me a shadow from another world ,
where no other can follow,
carry me to my own, to where i can cross over..
forever serching...never right ,, im lost in dreaming of the night
forever hoping i cant find memories..
those memories i left behind,,
even though i leave will..i go on believing that this time is real..
am i lost in this feeling..?
like a child passing through,never knowing the reason....
from within me calls... " could it be i am sleeping? "
for a moment i stay, than it holds me completely...
close to home..... huh,, i cannot say
close to home..... hmmm,,feeling so far away
as i walk there before me a shadow from another world ,
where no other can follow,
carry me to my own, to where i can cross over..
forever serching...never right ,, im lost in dreaming of the night
forever hoping i cant find memories..
those memories i left behind,,
even though i leave will..i go on believing that this time is real..
am i lost in this feeling..?
like a child passing through,never knowing the reason....
Jumat, 10 Juli 2009
isn't you..?
who can tell me if we have heaven,
who can say the way should be..moonlight holly,
angel's tears below a tree..
you talk of the break of morning,
as u view the life hve begining
like a cloud in crimson as the key to heaven
one heart u carrying to me
one told me of the sweet kisses and the rose
one a thousand the nights and one night
and i feel... like as earth's last picture and the end of evening,,in the blue heart..
a new moon lead me to keep a dreams and i follow
may be a new world wait for me...
my dream, my way...
i know if i have heaven , theres nothing to desire..
rain and river,,a world of wonder..
may be someday..paradise to me..
not brave to hoping,,but u make me believe in one...
yes,, i can see the sun..and i can see the stars...
deep in my heart... isn't you..? dont know yet...
who can say the way should be..moonlight holly,
angel's tears below a tree..
you talk of the break of morning,
as u view the life hve begining
like a cloud in crimson as the key to heaven
one heart u carrying to me
one told me of the sweet kisses and the rose
one a thousand the nights and one night
and i feel... like as earth's last picture and the end of evening,,in the blue heart..
a new moon lead me to keep a dreams and i follow
may be a new world wait for me...
my dream, my way...
i know if i have heaven , theres nothing to desire..
rain and river,,a world of wonder..
may be someday..paradise to me..
not brave to hoping,,but u make me believe in one...
yes,, i can see the sun..and i can see the stars...
deep in my heart... isn't you..? dont know yet...
RISK IT...
To love is to Risk not being loved in return
to live is to risk dying
to hope to risk despair
to try is ris to failure
the person who risk nothing,does nothing..!
but they simpty can't learn, feel, change, grow, love or live...
risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life to risk nothing..
only a person who risk is free..
to live is to risk dying
to hope to risk despair
to try is ris to failure
the person who risk nothing,does nothing..!
but they simpty can't learn, feel, change, grow, love or live...
risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life to risk nothing..
only a person who risk is free..
I have Forgotten you...!
I've forgotten you,,that's it..!! i no longer remember you,
i've tired of you...I've forgotten how to say the letter of ur name that i love..
You've become a page of the past,
ur passion has become something ordinary,
and no matter how weak my intentions become..,
i'll still tell you.. i've forgotten you..!!!
enough..!! i've sacrificed so much..!!
the tears of my eyes are over..
i've forgotten you,and you must go away..!,,
so i can live...
i'll meet someone other than you and love again..
my heart has become mine,,
ur place is not my embraces, i'm being cruel just as you where cruel..
there will no be getting back together with you..!!!
i've left you shall remain..
and G'bye forever..............!!!!!!!!
i've tired of you...I've forgotten how to say the letter of ur name that i love..
You've become a page of the past,
ur passion has become something ordinary,
and no matter how weak my intentions become..,
i'll still tell you.. i've forgotten you..!!!
enough..!! i've sacrificed so much..!!
the tears of my eyes are over..
i've forgotten you,and you must go away..!,,
so i can live...
i'll meet someone other than you and love again..
my heart has become mine,,
ur place is not my embraces, i'm being cruel just as you where cruel..
there will no be getting back together with you..!!!
i've left you shall remain..
and G'bye forever..............!!!!!!!!
Selasa, 07 Juli 2009
????
apa yang dapat ku katakan pada fajar tentang tidur ku ..??
bila sedetik pun tak dapat ku pejamkan mata ini,
entahlah... mengapa begitu banyak pertanyaan belum juga ada jawabnya..
waktu yang mempermainkan ku ataukah aku yang tidak mengerti makna itu..
huh... putaran waktu ingin ku kembalikan sebagaimana aku ingin melihat mu jauh sebelum aku mengenal mu...
...jangan kau siksa aku karena aku telah tersiksa oleh kesedihan,
yg membuat ku tak bisa tidur ditengah malam gulita.....
bila sedetik pun tak dapat ku pejamkan mata ini,
entahlah... mengapa begitu banyak pertanyaan belum juga ada jawabnya..
waktu yang mempermainkan ku ataukah aku yang tidak mengerti makna itu..
huh... putaran waktu ingin ku kembalikan sebagaimana aku ingin melihat mu jauh sebelum aku mengenal mu...
...jangan kau siksa aku karena aku telah tersiksa oleh kesedihan,
yg membuat ku tak bisa tidur ditengah malam gulita.....
Lihatlah
Lihatlah hari ini....
sebab ia adalah kehidupan ,, kehidupan dari kehidupan ...
dalam sekejap dia telah melahirkan berbagai hakikat dari wujud mu..
Nikmat pertumbuhan,
Pekerjaan yang indah..(alhamdulillah)
Indahnya kemenangan,,
karena hari kemarin tak lebih dari sebuah mimpi..
dan esok hari hanyalah bayangan,
Namun hari ini ketika kita hiidup sempurna,
telah membuat hari kemarinsebagai impian yang indah..
setiap hari esok adalah bayanganyg penuh harapan...
maka, lihatlah hari ini......
sebab ia adalah kehidupan ,, kehidupan dari kehidupan ...
dalam sekejap dia telah melahirkan berbagai hakikat dari wujud mu..
Nikmat pertumbuhan,
Pekerjaan yang indah..(alhamdulillah)
Indahnya kemenangan,,
karena hari kemarin tak lebih dari sebuah mimpi..
dan esok hari hanyalah bayangan,
Namun hari ini ketika kita hiidup sempurna,
telah membuat hari kemarinsebagai impian yang indah..
setiap hari esok adalah bayanganyg penuh harapan...
maka, lihatlah hari ini......
Peluh ku
Mereka bilang pada ku bahwa dalam diriku ada kemurungan..
sebenarnya mereka melihat, seorang yang menjauhi sikap yang rendah,
Siapa menginginkan kemuliaan dan ketenangan dari kesedihan panjang melelahkan,
ia harus menyendiri dan rela dengan yang sedikit saja.
Bagaimana seseorang akan jadi bersih , jika ia hidup dari yg kotor..??
Antara fitnah, celaan para penipu, dan bujukan kata manis orang2 pandir.
ditengah2 para penghasut dan kekerdilan orang-orang kikir,
Aah..menyesal aku harus mengenal orang, menyesal harus mengenal jalan hidupnya...
Tak pernah ku nikmati manisnya hidup , hingga teman duduk ku hny rumah dan buku,
Tak ada yg lebih mulia dari pada ilmu, karenanya aku mencarinya untuk teman akrab..
aku diam dalam kesendirian dan tinggal dalam rumah ku,
ada rasa tentram, dan tumbuh berkembang kebahagiaan ku..
Pertemuan dengan manusia tak akan mendatangkan faedah apa2,
kecuali hanya menambah pembicaraan yg tak tertata..
maka ku kurangi intensitas bertemu dengan mereka,,
selain untuk menuntut ilmu atau melakukan kebaikan..... ^_^
sebenarnya mereka melihat, seorang yang menjauhi sikap yang rendah,
Siapa menginginkan kemuliaan dan ketenangan dari kesedihan panjang melelahkan,
ia harus menyendiri dan rela dengan yang sedikit saja.
Bagaimana seseorang akan jadi bersih , jika ia hidup dari yg kotor..??
Antara fitnah, celaan para penipu, dan bujukan kata manis orang2 pandir.
ditengah2 para penghasut dan kekerdilan orang-orang kikir,
Aah..menyesal aku harus mengenal orang, menyesal harus mengenal jalan hidupnya...
Tak pernah ku nikmati manisnya hidup , hingga teman duduk ku hny rumah dan buku,
Tak ada yg lebih mulia dari pada ilmu, karenanya aku mencarinya untuk teman akrab..
aku diam dalam kesendirian dan tinggal dalam rumah ku,
ada rasa tentram, dan tumbuh berkembang kebahagiaan ku..
Pertemuan dengan manusia tak akan mendatangkan faedah apa2,
kecuali hanya menambah pembicaraan yg tak tertata..
maka ku kurangi intensitas bertemu dengan mereka,,
selain untuk menuntut ilmu atau melakukan kebaikan..... ^_^
Senin, 29 Juni 2009
Sahabat Ku
Sahabatku...
demi Allah,, tiada satu bencana akan terus menimpa seseorang,betapapun besarnya..
Jika suatu hari dia datang, jangan tunduk kepadanya,
dan jangan banyak mengeluh,sebab sandal saja bisa terpeleset.
Banyak orang mulia ditimpa musibah tapi dia sabar,
dan musibah-musibah itu pun akan menghilang dengan sendirinya..
Hari-hari demikian bangga atas diriku, namun...
tatkala melihat kesabaranku dia pun layu......
demi Allah,, tiada satu bencana akan terus menimpa seseorang,betapapun besarnya..
Jika suatu hari dia datang, jangan tunduk kepadanya,
dan jangan banyak mengeluh,sebab sandal saja bisa terpeleset.
Banyak orang mulia ditimpa musibah tapi dia sabar,
dan musibah-musibah itu pun akan menghilang dengan sendirinya..
Hari-hari demikian bangga atas diriku, namun...
tatkala melihat kesabaranku dia pun layu......
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